Me

Have you ever spent your time wishing that you were someone else? Wasted time and energy being jealous of someone, or judgemental? Have you ever had that AHA moment when you are just happy to be yourself? Maybe you reconnect with an old friend, are able to really listen to someone who is having a really hard time, cry with someone who is heartbroken, or are able to emphathize with someone because of your own life experiences. You understand someone or something and feel human.
Sometimes it seems like when your heart breaks, it recedes and becomes smaller, has holes and you are vulnerable. But with time, you realize that your heart is actually enlarged. You are better able to understand and feel what other people are going through. It really is better to have loved and lost, than to have never loved at all. Isn't that what life is about anyway- Love?
Are you ever just satisfied with who you really are?
I hope so.
I hope that you have a moment that makes you realize how lucky you are to be yourself. A moment that you really are so happy to be you, that all your jealousy, self-doubt, judgements, and criticizm, all of it melts away and it doesn't matter anymore.
A moment when you have the time to think- I really connected with that person and I have alot to offer. I am someone. Someone Special.
I am glad to be me. With all my imperfections and all my life experiences, that have helped to make me who I am. I am thankful to have a wonderful, caring husband. Watching him connect with people, that makes my heart melt. He is such a good man. I am lucky. I am so blessed to have smart, wonderful, children, who are perfect. A wonderful family, sisters, brothers, parents, in-laws, cousins, aunts, uncles, all of them.
I am glad I have my heart. It has been through alot. Many breaks, pains, and troubles, but through all of those experiences I think I am able to love other people more and give more of myself. I am just glad to be me today. Really, sincerely, happy about it.